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    Tuesday, June 14, 2011 - 2:11 AM
    MUG (:


    another day for mugging, texting, and fb :P
    im crazyyy. and retarded :/
    aishh T_T
    save me from myself :0 hahaha ^^
    today, lets spazz bout KUNGFUPANDA <3!
    wts man, ilovepottm <3
    BABY PO IS SOOO FORKING ADORABLE >:)
    mwarcks <3
    lol :D
    spazz done ;D
    byeee.
    this is retarded :000


    Monday, June 13, 2011 - 8:35 AM

    Conference call with juniors and same batch X)
    funfunfun ^^ lololol :D
    studied and mugged with thecla<3 just nao. sort of :D
    heehee. i really think i will die of homework man >.<
    haizz. life sucks ttfm.
    T_T
    blahhhh.
    /bye (:


    Sunday, June 12, 2011 - 10:58 PM

    WITH THECLA CHIA ! (:
    HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE.
    IM RETARDED.
    BYE (:


    - 9:09 PM
    I'm still waiting.



    If she’s amazing



    I love this story ttm <3

    10th grade

    As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called “best friend”. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

    11th grade
    The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn’t want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

    Senior year
    The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick” she said; he’s not going to go well, I didn’t have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as “best friends”. So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn’t think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said “I had the best time, thanks!” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

    Graduation Day
    A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, “you’re my best friend, thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

    A Few Years Later
    Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say “I do” and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said “you came!”. She said “thanks” and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

    Funeral
    Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my “best friend”. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn’t notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love him but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too…` I thought to my self, and I cried.


    ♥ i wished you were mine ' .


    - 10:54 AM
    Untitled.

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    Okay, i have no life (:
    haha. i revived my blog for no reason !
    So a few days ago , i got back from camp :D ; How I Met The Father ^^
    It was uber funn man ! loveitttm!
    haiz. im gonna die doing homework :0 haven started yet , and two weeks gone le, alamak :x
    LOL ^^ jiayou peeps ! facebook is destroying my life LMFAO :D
    And I love Boyfriend and Fiction ttm man! Super addicted ! And i wanna eat Minwoo :x Onomomoomnomomomomonom :D ! MINWOO SHO CUTE OMG :x ! I love Youngmin too! KYAAA~ :D haha. /SPAZZ. the Jo twins are hawt ! :D HEEHEE.


    Ohemmgee mann! (:
    :D HEHEHEEH :D
    And i'm addicted to sleeping too :0 ohnoo. haix :xxx
    anywayy! i love boyfriend ttm ! ((: ! /spazz x 100
    im super addicted to PARTYYROCKANTHEM (Y) still. HEEHEE . and lots of stuff :D
    EVERYDAY I'M SHUFFLING.
    okay, im retarded :/ haiz .
    Truth or dare is funn! (: SENIORS SCARED OF US LE HAHA :D
    i love Alumni'11 ! <3
    Lol, crapping end here bah (: spam boyfwen! :D

    two biases on the floor! (Y)

    my nominwoo! :) GAHHH :D
    nuff spamming . bye :P



    i am waiting.

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